Little D's Silent Mutterings

Okay, so I really envy people who can write book reviews.

No, really.

I try, but I fail. I think it has something to do with the fact that I can't... explain things that well. That, and maybe cause I can't really find the reason I like, or dislike a book. It's either good, or awesome. I can't think of the right words for what I think about it, or if I can think about the ups and downs of it at all.

It might also be because sometimes, I feel like I don't make sense. Even if I'm writing it in English. It may be my second language, but it doesn't feel like it. I sometimes feel that what I'm writing or saying doesn't make sense, then I feel foolish, cause what if I really didn't make sense? I can't even speak my first language anymore! Sure, I can understand it, but writing, and/or speaking it? Nuh-uh. I can attempt to do it, but I keep on thinking I might be making a fool of myself because I could sound really weird and wrong.

And I also have the nasty habit of babbling. Yeah, I babble when I think I have to fill a silence.
E.g. one of my other posts. It was long-ass! I'm pretty sure that there's no law against writing really long things, but then people don't bother to read it. I think I should stop typing soon, too, before I go on, and on, and on.

Oooh! I also wander far away from my point, and tend to forget it too. I'm a very, very forgetful person. That's why I keep re-reading books, not just cause they're awesome.

Uhhh. What to say now? Eh. I don't know.

Erm... Bye!x

Argh!

I am currently suffering from insomnia. It's hard enough that I have school, and now I get sleepy! Especially when I wake up for the morning, and when I have classes! Like, in SOS -- Social Studies -- I felt so sleepy, that I was staring in to space, hearing nothing but a buzzing noise for the majority of the lesson. Well, that, and the fact that I don't like SOS. 'Tis boring! *yawns*

Anyway. Apparently First Drop of Crimson by Jeaniene Frost comes out today!!! Woot! Although, I'm not sure if it comes out here yet... :( Well, I'm not sure if I can afford it yet, anyway. Cause I'm grounded.

The story behind that:


Last year, on the last day of school, I came home, not realizing that something was missing from my bag. Oh, NO! It's my sister's camera. So, I told my mom, and my sis. This would be... about the 3rd time I've lost something very expensive. The first 2; My GBA SP, and my Nintendo DS. Yes. Very expensive. I hope I get another one, which is still a possibilty.

For my punishment, I wasn't allowed to bring my iPod Touch to school for the entire year. Another one, albeit much shorter, is much more severe to me:

My mom or sis will not buy me any books until the end of Term 1. NO! But I survived. I'm just re-reading, and reading books that I bought before the whole grounding biz. I made a contract too! And I found a loophole; it never said that I can't buy any books. So with my allowance, I buy my own books. I don't really get to buy many books, but I have plenty that were bought ages ago. So I'm trying to survive the term, and trying not to read more than 1 book per day.

"...So you see, that's why I love to read. I get lost in my own little world when I read. It was said that "To acquire the habit of reading is to construct for yourself a refuge from almost all the miseries of life." That is one of the reasons I read. I read to escape the desolation and gloom of reality, to forget all that has been done and fall into a different world where everything is all right at the end, regardless of what happens, and a world where my problems have vanished."