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Oh, jeez. I'm such a loser! I was experimenting with the templates. I seriously had no idea what I was doing. So now the blog is... weird! :( Crap.
Ah. Help? I want the labels back at the bottom, and the reactions and other stuff down there, too, but then it's so wrong, and now it's white and it says read user's comments or something and it's so weird! Damn. I'm never experimenting again! Well, not really.
Honestly, I feel like an idiot. And that is why I don't like to experiment. Or do something wrong. I panic. Panic hard. I'm actually stressing a lot right now, I actually feel the zits popping up. Argh! And where did the date go? :(
I'm so stupid! I didn't do what it said and saved the old template. Like that'd make a difference! *tears prick eyes because of frustration*
And now I feel even more ridiculous cause there might be a way to fix it and I'm just not seeing it!
Gar. Damnit. I don't care anymore. *sniffles* The panicking is tiring. I'm going to bed.
Crap!
Gar.
Okay, so I really envy people who can write book reviews.
No, really.
I try, but I fail. I think it has something to do with the fact that I can't... explain things that well. That, and maybe cause I can't really find the reason I like, or dislike a book. It's either good, or awesome. I can't think of the right words for what I think about it, or if I can think about the ups and downs of it at all.
It might also be because sometimes, I feel like I don't make sense. Even if I'm writing it in English. It may be my second language, but it doesn't feel like it. I sometimes feel that what I'm writing or saying doesn't make sense, then I feel foolish, cause what if I really didn't make sense? I can't even speak my first language anymore! Sure, I can understand it, but writing, and/or speaking it? Nuh-uh. I can attempt to do it, but I keep on thinking I might be making a fool of myself because I could sound really weird and wrong.
And I also have the nasty habit of babbling. Yeah, I babble when I think I have to fill a silence.
E.g. one of my other posts. It was long-ass! I'm pretty sure that there's no law against writing really long things, but then people don't bother to read it. I think I should stop typing soon, too, before I go on, and on, and on.
Oooh! I also wander far away from my point, and tend to forget it too. I'm a very, very forgetful person. That's why I keep re-reading books, not just cause they're awesome.
Uhhh. What to say now? Eh. I don't know.
Erm... Bye!x