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Okay. So I made a new blog... cause I couldn't be bothered trying to find out how to change this one. Uhm, I'm not sure what happens now, cause I changed the email for this blog, and moved that old email to the new one. Erm.. I'm going to keep this up, just in case I entered something that I forgot about... Can you follow the other blog? Uhm. I'm changing the... address thing, so I'll put up the link later. :D
>> It's dana-ismism.blogspot.com.
Please?
New blog >>
Crap!
Oh, jeez. I'm such a loser! I was experimenting with the templates. I seriously had no idea what I was doing. So now the blog is... weird! :( Crap.
Ah. Help? I want the labels back at the bottom, and the reactions and other stuff down there, too, but then it's so wrong, and now it's white and it says read user's comments or something and it's so weird! Damn. I'm never experimenting again! Well, not really.
Honestly, I feel like an idiot. And that is why I don't like to experiment. Or do something wrong. I panic. Panic hard. I'm actually stressing a lot right now, I actually feel the zits popping up. Argh! And where did the date go? :(
I'm so stupid! I didn't do what it said and saved the old template. Like that'd make a difference! *tears prick eyes because of frustration*
And now I feel even more ridiculous cause there might be a way to fix it and I'm just not seeing it!
Gar. Damnit. I don't care anymore. *sniffles* The panicking is tiring. I'm going to bed.
Gar.
Okay, so I really envy people who can write book reviews.
No, really.
I try, but I fail. I think it has something to do with the fact that I can't... explain things that well. That, and maybe cause I can't really find the reason I like, or dislike a book. It's either good, or awesome. I can't think of the right words for what I think about it, or if I can think about the ups and downs of it at all.
It might also be because sometimes, I feel like I don't make sense. Even if I'm writing it in English. It may be my second language, but it doesn't feel like it. I sometimes feel that what I'm writing or saying doesn't make sense, then I feel foolish, cause what if I really didn't make sense? I can't even speak my first language anymore! Sure, I can understand it, but writing, and/or speaking it? Nuh-uh. I can attempt to do it, but I keep on thinking I might be making a fool of myself because I could sound really weird and wrong.
And I also have the nasty habit of babbling. Yeah, I babble when I think I have to fill a silence.
E.g. one of my other posts. It was long-ass! I'm pretty sure that there's no law against writing really long things, but then people don't bother to read it. I think I should stop typing soon, too, before I go on, and on, and on.
Oooh! I also wander far away from my point, and tend to forget it too. I'm a very, very forgetful person. That's why I keep re-reading books, not just cause they're awesome.
Uhhh. What to say now? Eh. I don't know.
Erm... Bye!x
Teaser Tuesdays!
- Grab your current read
- flip to a random page
- select 2 sentences from anywhere on the page
- try not to include any SPOILERS!
I was deliberately going for his arrogance, of course. There was no doubt in my mind that whatever I discover, it wouldn't change my feelings toward Bones.
Destined for an Early Grave by Jeaniene Frost
(Page 127)
Oh! I know the answer! It's..zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Argh!
I am currently suffering from insomnia. It's hard enough that I have school, and now I get sleepy! Especially when I wake up for the morning, and when I have classes! Like, in SOS -- Social Studies -- I felt so sleepy, that I was staring in to space, hearing nothing but a buzzing noise for the majority of the lesson. Well, that, and the fact that I don't like SOS. 'Tis boring! *yawns*
Anyway. Apparently First Drop of Crimson by Jeaniene Frost comes out today!!! Woot! Although, I'm not sure if it comes out here yet... :( Well, I'm not sure if I can afford it yet, anyway. Cause I'm grounded.
The story behind that:
Last year, on the last day of school, I came home, not realizing that something was missing from my bag. Oh, NO! It's my sister's camera. So, I told my mom, and my sis. This would be... about the 3rd time I've lost something very expensive. The first 2; My GBA SP, and my Nintendo DS. Yes. Very expensive. I hope I get another one, which is still a possibilty.
For my punishment, I wasn't allowed to bring my iPod Touch to school for the entire year. Another one, albeit much shorter, is much more severe to me:
My mom or sis will not buy me any books until the end of Term 1. NO! But I survived. I'm just re-reading, and reading books that I bought before the whole grounding biz. I made a contract too! And I found a loophole; it never said that I can't buy any books. So with my allowance, I buy my own books. I don't really get to buy many books, but I have plenty that were bought ages ago. So I'm trying to survive the term, and trying not to read more than 1 book per day.
Grr.
Why does it still hurt? It's been years, and he's most likely forgotten about me, but why can't I forget him too? Why do I still long for him? Why do I still hurt? I know it will never happen. I know it's too late. But why, oh, why can't I tear him out of my heart? It isn't fair. It's not fair!
First Days of Year 10.
Okay, so my first days of term didn't suck that much. I just miss my old core class. It was cool in my old core class! We were a talkative, imaginative, and happy core class! It was great. Why did we have to change it?
Let's just say I don't hate my core class, but strongly dislike it. Well, okay, not really. I just don't like the awkwardness which I hope will change as the year progresses.
What I really don't like is that someone who I strongly dislike is in my classes. Her name rhymes with Shmortney. Let's just say that last year, I apparently called her a bitch, but then who doesn't? I didn't really mean it. It was late at night, we were in camp and sharing a cabin with 10 other girls, and she just told me that she hated me when I had no idea what the hell I did to her. It got worse and worse. She just had to ruin the only camp I will most likely be in for the rest of my High School. She ruined it even more when I pointed out a house to a friend of mine. A house that slightly resembled the Cullen house, from Twilight. Shmortney snottily said "It doesn't even look like the Cullen house. You would know that if you were a true Twilighter."
Excuze-moi? Hello, bitch. I'm pretty sure I'm a fan of it just because I actually read it and liked the story, compared to you who's probably too stupid to read and most likely just read the series because everyone else was reading it and you just wanted to be cool, thinking you know all about it. Seriously. I was very hurt. I know it's irrational, and childish (I think), but still. It hurt. And I said it sorta looked like it. Hello, I did not say it was a damned replica of the freaking house.
Then, later on, me and a few of my friends were by the water slide or something. She came up to me and told me, "You know, I told the deans about what you did and how you're saying things about me to everyone."
I really wanted to reply, but then, why entertain an immature 13-year-old when she's just trying to boil up some drama?
I wish I could have told her; "Hell-o. Don't you think that everyone else thinks that about you? (Which they do) So now you know what it's like to be called a name you dislike. Yes, you're welcome. I'm glad I gave you the experience. Why don't you just grow up?"
Muh. Very pestiferous.
I just ignore her in class, and she ignores me. I hope it stays that way.
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